Wednesday 29 February 2012

Kissing.

Judging from the way a good kiss makes you feel all giddy and tingly inside, you may have already known that kissing is great for you. But, bet you didn't know exactly why, did you? Kissing is a way of expressing love and affection, alongside hugs and "i love u" text messages. A passionate lip-lock could make a person of any age feel like a high-schooler falling in love for the first time. Kissing has many benefits, and this statement doesn't just come from an overly romantic mind; Science approves of kissing, and it tells us we should kiss more.

Good For Your Teeth

Okay, so you don't kiss with your teeth (or do you?!), but kissing could give you healthier teeth. The saliva produced during a hot session of kissing washes away the bacteria thriving in our teeth, which aids in the prevention of plaque buildup. Do you know who actually said this? A dentist named Matthew Messina, DDS, who also happens to be a consumer advisor for the American Dental Association.

Burns Calories

A really passionate kiss could burn 2 to 6 calories a minute and double a person's metabolic rate. If that doesn't seem a lot to you, well lounging on the bed by yourself and not burning extra calories doesn't sound like an attractive proposition either, does it?

Great Facial Service

Did you know that when you French kiss, you work out 30 of your facial muscles? Of course, many of you would rather have a flat tummy, but once you age and notice parts of your face sagging, you'd wish you kissed a lot more when you were younger.

Partner Compatibility Tool

Helen Fisher, PhD, a professor of Anthropology at Rutgers University in New Jersey, says that we learn a lot about a partner when kissing – even without having him fill up a bio-data form. Kissing isn't just two pairs of lips meeting; it allows us to touch a person, smell him, feel him, taste him, see how he feels about kissing you by gauging his facial expressions.

Gives you an Incredible High

If hippies knew they could get high just by kissing, maybe they'd have smoked less. Kissing releases dopamine and norepinephrine, two stimulants that are produced by our body. These hormones are responsible for giving you those weird non-stop smiles, that certain kind of rush, that nagging urge for you to yell or run or hug everyone around you.

Calms You Down

Kissing puts you in a state of high, but also does calm you down. The high occurs mostly in new relationships where kissing is a novel scenario. For people who've been with a partner long enough, kissing has calming effects. Imagine yourself stressed out after a long day at work, you come home, your lover plants a kiss on your lips, and you suddenly feel better. Why? Aside from the feeling of having someone who comforts you, kissing releases oxytocin, which is also known as a calming hormone.

Boosts Your Self-Esteem

Kissing, and all the emotions that come with the package, is good for your psychological health. It feels fantastic to be in love, or even just infatuated. Being with someone makes us feel extra 

(Found on Stumble)

Tuesday 28 February 2012

Weird Obsession












I have this weird obsession towards this website, it's only been a day and i have about 20 pictures of these saved. I just love them, they remind me of my childhood in a way, maybe it's because of the font or the way in which everything is set up. 




P.S. This is the website. (http://www.abeautifulrevolution.com/)


Cleverbot




My chat with Cleverbot.

la la la la la, boredooom


I wish sometimes people would get to know me, maybe then i wouldn't be so lonely.
It hurts feeling alone sometimes, it hurts a lot.


Untitled


sometimes i go downstairs
and open the fridge
just to look inside
because i hope  something new will appear

sometimes i write letters
and rip them up later
because that's how i feel when someone
says they love me, then they leave me

sometimes i stand up 
and make up a song
because that's how my brain works

sometimes i cut my fingernails extra short
because i like the feel of pain 
everytime i touch something

sometimes i go to the park
and just sit there for a few hours
because i like to see children re-unite

sometimes i look at the screen 
and maybe see something i've never seen
because that's what i hope for in every person i meet

sometimes i paint my nails
then i clean the polish off
just because i like the way it feels 
on my fingers

sometimes i hum when people talk to me
so i can barely hear them
because i think that's what it would be like if 
i wore a hearing aid

sometimes i hold my breath
for as long as i can 
because at times i wish i was a fish 

sometimes i do things.
sometimes i don't.
This picture i sso nice it deserves to be shown more than once :D

A Quickie


you don't have to keep quiet
in a silent room
you don't have to smile 
if you don't want to
you don't have to laugh 
if it's not funny
you don't have to cry
if you aren't sad

don't let them fool you 
they're all mad
say what you feel
do what you please
show your emotion
it'll set you free
don't let them tell you 
what you can and can't do 
all of these options
are up to you. 

Hard Life with Memory by Wisława Szymborska

I found this on a website and I adore it, mainly because i can relate to the lady in which the male poet is referring to, because i more or less act in the same manner.

I’m a poor audience for my memory.
She wants me to attend her voice nonstop,
but I fidget, fuss,
listen and don’t,
step out, come back, then leave again.

She wants all my time and attention.
She’s got no problem when I sleep.
The day’s a different matter, which upsets her.

She thrusts old letters, snapshots at me eagerly,
stirs up events both important and un-,
turns my eyes to overlooked views,
peoples them with my dead.

In her stories I’m always younger.
Which is nice, but why always the same story.
Every mirror holds different news for me.

She gets angry when I shrug my shoulders.
And takes revenge by hauling out old errors,
weighty, but easily forgotten.
Looks into my eyes, checks my reaction.
Then comforts me, it could be worse.

She wants me to live only for her and with her.
Ideally in a dark, locked room,
but my plans still feature today’s sun,
clouds in progress, ongoing roads.

At times I get fed up with her.
I suggest a separation. From now to eternity.
Then she smiles at me with pity,
since she knows it would be the end of me too.

Sleep


wouldn't it be so sweet 
to wake up from your sleep
and be so content
so joyful and peaceful
not a complaint in my mind
just the happiness in which you lie in 
and the one you plan for the upcoming night

wouldn't it be so sweet
to wake up from your sleep
to be greeted by the warm air
next to your lover, cuddling without a care
hot herbal tea, as green as can be
perfectly toasted bread compliment by the honey 
that lays on the other side of the bed

wouldn't it be so sweet
if we all would just sleep
and think of happy thoughts
not a sprinkle of pain in thought
if we'd all just wake up
and lighten the room 
that once was so cold
from all the hurtful memories
we used to exude.
Effortless Beauty was established when Lana Del Ray was born. 

Deepest Feelings

I wanted to take the time and write down my deepest feelings, i've never attempted to share them with others in hope that they'd be able to relate to my situation one way or another, and if not, still be able to accept them. So urr. Right now i feel alone, though my sister is a short distance away i still feel alone. When i am in school i connect with people and conversate but in the end i still feel like only i know my true self and the reason why i am able to conversate with others is because they don't know the real me. Every day i'm down, i feel a smile force itself onto my face as i step into school boundaries because i know i won't be able to hold back that emotion the moment i hear "Are you okay?" I feel they ask as if it's such an easy question, when in reality.. it isn't it's one of the hardest questions I answer on a daily basis, and even if I am okay, that doesn't necessarily mean i am happy, it just means i've compromised, even though i'm smiling i'm close to tears, even though i'm laughing there is no life inside, because i'm falling apart inside. I've never known any other way to deal with my emotions then to hide them from myself, keep them in a far away distance at the deepest part of my brain. I felt and still feel that as far as i can create a wall between my emotions and my day to day life i can make myself believe i'm okay and in that, help people believe so too. I've learned to shield my emotions because the more attention i bring to it, the more aware i am of my loneliness and the blatant fact that i'm all alone in the sea of people.

Monday 27 February 2012



I would like to introduce you all to my Husband; Frank Ocean




Recommendation


Little hell- City and Colour
Sky Ferreira - Animal
Come talk to me- Bpm Iver
1957- Milo Greene
Daughter- The Wild Youth EP
Summer Sadness- lana del ray 
baltimore- butterflies
crystalised
Doncamatic 4
this si what makes us girls- lana del ray
The Fray- Heartbeat
I can barely Say- The Fray
A rocket to the moon- Like we used to
Uncle Kracker- Follow Me
Mumford and Sons- Dustbowl Dance
Give me love- Ed Sheeran
Fun- We are young ft Janelle monae
Maverick Sabre- I need
Gregory and The Hawk- the bolder thing to do
Tay Swift ft the Civil Wars "Safe & Sound"
Macklemore- And we danced
Hannah Magee- Small Bump
Purity Ring- Ungirthed
Josh Pyke- Middle of the HIll
James and Blake & Bon Iver-Fall Creek Boys Choir
Florence and the Machine- I don't wanna know
Florence and the Machine- I don't wanna know you (Mario Winans Cover)
Skrillex -Cinema (Avoustic Version)
Bon iver- Wash 
Conner Youngblood- Monsters
Shake it out- Florence +Machine Cover- Rudi Douglas
No Light, No light- Florence and The Machine Cover
You've got the love- Florence + The Machine cover by Clockwork Zoo
CocoRosie- Werewolf
Neon Hitch- Poisoned With love
The Cinematic Orchestra- Build a home
The Fray- The Frighter
Be Mine- Erik Hassie ft Ellie Goulding ******
Translucent- Lauren Gayle**
Ellie Goulding- Lights 
Emeli Sande ft Lou is Next to me remix
Dauther- YOUTH  
Emiliana Torrini - FireheadsFun. - I Wanna Be The One
Maroon 5- No Curtain Call 
The kooks- Taking pictures of you
fun.- Con
Mumford and Sons- The Cave
Written all over your face- ?

P.S. All of these songs are wonderful, this recommendation liste mainly contains Indie and Soft Rock music. 


Potential Camera

A couple days back i was going through a Teen Vogue Magazine from a think a good amount of years ago. As I was looking through the magazine i came across a camera, with a considerable cost. It's 35mm, half lens, and the pictures taken are of good quality. I then decided to take note of it, so that later i could research further. The camera I want is from a company called Superheadz, the camera only cost 50 dollars ! I am definitely going to pester my parents into getting me this camera seeing as i'm am less likely to get a professional Canon camera than at Superheadz Camera.

Dates to Remember




February 16th, 9.30
we were the rebels
the one who started fights
i even remember the time
we stuck stones down Miss.Kebbler's 
windpipe
we snuck out late at night
and danced to Pink Floyd
only to go home at 5 in the morning
feeling overjoyed 

February 18th, 5.02
i think this time, we over did it
mama's really mad
i herd her on the phone
talking to your dad
i'm hearing many words
but i don't want to believe
that just in a few short days
you'll pack up in leave.

February 20th, 4.05
I can't believe you left me
you laid me here to die
i watched you on the train
i refused to say goodbye
because i knew another day 
would come 
and we would reunite
best rebel forever
i'll sing till you're in sight

February 25th, 4.00
I can't seem to sleep 
all i think of is you
and it finally kicked in
i guess it's really true
you're never coming back 
time will never fly

March 5th, 6.15
every single day 
i sit and wait for you 
that maybe one day 
you'd come out of the blue
and we'd reminisce of good times
that we had shared
and whilst i wait for you
i come to the conclusion
i'm on the pursuit of loneliness


March 10th, 12.01
Today is our fifteenth friend-a-versary 
and i miss you more than ever
maybe it's about time
i wrote you a letter
but i don't know where you are
my parents refuse to tell me
i don't know who you are
maybe you have changed
i hope you haven't forgotten me
or become the least bit sane.

March 18th, 12.30
I wonder what you're doing at this exact moment
maybe you're biting your nails 
like you always  seemed to do 
or picking a fight with little boy 
or playing lovers fight for war two
or maybe you have changed
and you're reading a book
though you were never good at it
i bet you are now
and maybe if you're doing none of that
you're sleeping safe and sound.

March 25th, 2.45
ever since you left me
i've created a permanent frown
the idea that you'll forget me
leaves me feeling down
but maybe one day 
you'd wake up and miss me
and just run back home
and come and kiss me.

April 17th, 5.09
i've decided to forget you
i know you'd want me to
i've decided to move on
just as you did too
i've decided to keep you in my heart
but never will i shed a tear
i wish of you the best
in everything you do
i pray unto the lord
i'll meet you someday.
when the sky is clear and blue.
Hello, this blog was made to express feelings and poetry that i've yet to understand myself. To show you the ways in which i express myself through words, as i grow and develop into something great, I take you on the journey with me. I will hide no feeling in my words, i will express every deepest feeling inside of me. I will, walk naked.